“You have waited, you always wait, you dumb, beautiful ministers!”

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If you read the title of this post and are alarmed…don’t be, or maybe it is a good thing if you are…it is just Uncle Walt doing what he does best in his poem “Crossing Brooklyn Ferry.”I read this line as being a moment where Whitman sees that perhaps the ministers have been waiting for far too long. The entire poem confronts injustices that Whitman sees and he uses poetry to create a variety of images for the reader so they too can experience inequalities in city life. He takes you on a journey and that journey evokes a feeling of justice as well as provides practical advice for society. In my reading of this piece Whitman suggests ministers can be conduits for radical change and I would argue that ministers must be at the forefront of change.
Unfortunately, some ministers have fallen victim to waiting for change to happen, instead of advocating and implementing change. We discussed this as an immersion group–sometimes churches wait until something bad happens to respond, but action is needed by church communities before accidents occur. One of the reasons I chose PSR is because boldness has been part of the institutions’ tradition and its desire to continually uphold justice is still valued in the classroom today. PSR provides a unique learning environment where getting one’s hands dirty is encouraged, thus making me hopeful that we are not sending out “dumb, beautiful ministers,” no longer lamenting “you have waited, always wait.” I also chose PSR because some of my writing heroes have lived in Bay Area communities, so I knew that living in a dynamic community was a must to bettering myself as a creative writer who wants to see more spaces for spoken word and slam poetry in the church. I know stories in Berkeley, Oakland, and San Fran are waiting for active storytellers to observe and record.

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Whitman’s poetry gives us an opportunity to combine religion and the arts. He uses spiritual and religious imagery and awakens the sacred nature of artistic endeavor. It was not until this trip, crossing a ferry to Brooklyn and standing on the shores overlooking the water, that I truly could understand what it was that Whitman was talking about in his poem.
I saw the, “Crowds of men and women attired in the usual costumes!”
I felt, “The certainty of others—the life, love, sight, hearing of others.”
It seemed to also be, “My river and sun-set, and my scallop-edg’d waves of flood-tide,”
and I watched, “The sea-gulls oscillating their bodies, the hay-boat in the twilight, and the belated lighter;”

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You get the idea. I was transported to the 1900’s, yet firmly rooted in 2013. Different sites, but not so different after all. I hope PSR would provide more opportunities such as this to intentionally put students face to face with art. Art engages all the senses, it is transformational, and if we are not engaging the senses, then art will be confined to distanced study. The same is true for religious studies. Whitman was credited with saying, “The genius of the United States is not best or most in its executives or legislatures, nor in its ambassadors or authors or colleges, or churches, or parlors, nor even in its newspapers or inventors, but always most in the common people.” While this comment doesn’t seem to have much hope for institutions, this for me rings of religious and artistic engagement that tells the stories of common people. Jesus was a common man, why are we so afraid to embrace common humankind? Often we forget in our institutions that the common people are who we are working for and art an be a window into the lives of commoners, but we still find ourselves waiting, for what? In my opinion the art of ministry requires we stop waiting. At PSR, the Doug Adams Gallery provides an excellent source for artistic engagement, but there are so many museums in the Bay Area as well as local art that can take the classroom off Holy Hill. Even if we stay on Holy Hill there are other ways to engage in religion and art discourse.

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The first time I learned about Walt Whitman’s poetry I was sitting in my eleventh grade American literature class and the only detail I remember about the lesson was Walt Whitman was “America’s first democratic poet.” We did not go into any specifics. My appreciation for Walt Whitman did not manifest until my sophomore year of college–three years after my first meeting with Whitman’s poetry. My creative writing professor was a huge inspiration for my writing and he also happened to be the advisor for the poetry society on campus. I was in charge of the poetry society at the time and he suggested for Coming Up Month (the name I gave our Underground Poet’s Society observation of National Poetry Month) we do a chain reading of a poem. We made it a point to read Walt Whitman’s Leaves of Grass to honor the 150th anniversary of Leaves of Grass. For an entire day we stationed ourselves in the campus hub, the dining hall round, and read from a microphone with a small amplifier. We handed out copies of the book and I imagined how individuals would open that book, find things they had never considered before.
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But I knew hearing the words had a completely different effect on my understanding of the text. “Crossing Brooklyn Ferry” was meant to be read aloud. The poem became a conversation, and though we were reading Whitman’s work, the bard always changed which, added new revelations and insight. It is my hope that this recording reflects the power of Walt Whitman’s body of work, gives voice to poetry’s embodiment of democracy and gives voice to the artistic ministers who are no longer waiting, but instead taking action.
After all, “It is not you alone, nor I alone…”

3 responses to ““You have waited, you always wait, you dumb, beautiful ministers!”

  1. another Whitman poem that relates to this course:
    The Sleepers
    1
    I wander all night in my vision,
    Stepping with light feet, swiftly and noiselessly stepping and stopping,
    Bending with open eyes over the shut eyes of sleepers,
    Wandering and confused, lost to myself, ill-assorted, contradictory,
    Pausing, gazing, bending, and stopping.

    How solemn they look there, stretch’d and still,
    How quiet they breathe, the little children in their cradles.

    The wretched features of ennuyes, the white features of corpses, the livid faces of drunkards, the sick-gray faces of onanists,
    The gash’d bodies on battle-fields, the insane in their strong-door’d rooms, the sacred idiots, the new-born emerging from gates, and the dying emerging from gates,
    The night pervades them and infolds them.

    The married couple sleep calmly in their bed, he with his palm on the hip of the wife, and she with her palm on the hip of the husband,
    The sisters sleep lovingly side by side in their bed,
    The men sleep lovingly side by side in theirs,
    And the mother sleeps with her little child carefully
    wrapt.

    The blind sleep, and the deaf and dumb sleep,
    The prisoner sleeps well in the prison, the runaway son
    sleeps,
    The murderer that is to be hung next day, how does he
    sleep?
    And the murder’d person, how does he sleep?

    The female that loves unrequited sleeps,
    And the male that loves unrequited sleeps,
    The head of the money-maker that plotted all day
    sleeps,
    And the enraged and treacherous dispositions, all, all
    sleep.

    I stand in the dark with drooping eyes by the
    worst-suffering and the most restless,
    I pass my hands soothingly to and fro a few inches from
    them,
    The restless sink in their beds, they fitfully sleep.

    Now I pierce the darkness, new beings appear,
    The earth recedes from me into the night,
    I saw that it was beautiful, and I see that what is not
    the earth is beautiful.

    I go from bedside to bedside, I sleep close with the
    other sleepers each in turn,
    I dream in my dream all the dreams of the other
    dreamers,
    And I become the other dreamers.

    I am a dance–play up there! the fit is whirling me
    fast!

    I am the ever-laughing–it is new moon and twilight,
    I see the hiding of douceurs, I see nimble ghosts
    whichever way I look,
    Cache and cache again deep in the ground and sea, and
    where it is neither ground nor sea.

    Well do they do their jobs those journeymen divine,
    Only from me can they hide nothing, and would not if
    they could,
    I reckon I am their boss and they make me a pet
    besides,
    And surround me and lead me and run ahead when I walk,
    To lift their cunning covers to signify me with
    stretch’d arms, and resume the way;
    Onward we move, a gay gang of blackguards! with
    mirth-shouting music and wild-flapping pennants of
    joy!

    I am the actor, the actress, the voter, the politician,
    The emigrant and the exile, the criminal that stood in
    the box,
    He who has been famous and he who shall be famous after
    to-day,
    The stammerer, the well-form’d person, the wasted or
    feeble person.

    I am she who adorn’d herself and folded her hair
    expectantly,
    My truant lover has come, and it is dark.

    Double yourself and receive me darkness,
    Receive me and my lover too, he will not let me go
    without him.

    I roll myself upon you as upon a bed, I resign myself
    to the dusk.
    He whom I call answers me and takes the place of my
    lover,
    He rises with me silently from the bed.

    Darkness, you are gentler than my lover, his flesh was
    sweaty and panting,
    I feel the hot moisture yet that he left me.

    My hands are spread forth, I pass them in all
    directions,
    I would sound up the shadowy shore to which you are
    journeying.

    Be careful darkness! already what was it touch’d me?
    I thought my lover had gone, else darkness and he are
    one,
    I hear the heart-beat, I follow, I fade away.

    2

    I descend my western course, my sinews are flaccid,
    Perfume and youth course through me and I am their
    wake.

    It is my face yellow and wrinkled instead of the old
    woman’s,
    I sit low in a straw-bottom chair and carefully darn my
    grandson’s stockings.

    It is I too, the sleepless widow looking out on the
    winter midnight,
    I see the sparkles of star shine on the icy and pallid
    earth.

    A shroud I see and I am the shroud, I wrap a body and
    lie in the coffin,
    It is dark here under ground, it is not evil or pain
    here, it is blank here, for reasons.

    (It seems to me that every thing in the light and air
    ought to be happy,
    Whoever is not in his coffin and the dark grave let him
    know he has enough.)

    3

    I see a beautiful gigantic swimmer swimming naked
    through the eddies of the sea,
    His brown hair lies close and even to his head, he
    strikes out with courageous arms, he urges himself
    with his legs,
    I see his white body, I see his undaunted eyes,
    I hate the swift-running eddies that would dash him
    head-foremost on the rocks.

    What are you doing you ruffianly red-trickled waves ?
    Will you kill the courageous giant? will you kill him
    in the prime of his middle age?

    Steady and long he struggles,
    He is baffled, bang’d, bruis’d, he holds out while his
    strength holds out,
    The slapping eddies are spotted with his blood, they
    bear him away, they roll him, swing him, turn him,
    His beautiful body is borne in the circling eddies, it
    is continually bruis’d on rocks,
    Swiftly and out of sight is borne the brave corpse.

    4

    I turn but do not extricate myself,
    Confused, a past-reading, another, but with darkness
    yet.

    The beach is cut by the razory ice-wind, the wreck-guns
    sound,
    The tempest lulls, the moon comes floundering through
    the drifts.

    I look where the ship help lessly heads end on, I hear
    the burst as she strikes, I hear the howls of
    dismay, they grow fainter and fainter.

    I cannot aid with my wringing fingers,
    I can but rush to the surf and let it drench me and
    freeze upon me.

    I search with the crowd, not one of the company is
    wash’d to us alive,
    In the morning I help pick up the dead and lay them in
    rows in a barn.

    5

    Now of the older war-days, the defeat at Brooklyn,
    Washington stands inside the lines, he stands on the
    intrench’d hills amid a crowd of officers,
    His face is cold and damp, he cannot repress the
    weeping drops,
    He lifts the glass perpetually to his eyes, the color
    is blanch’d from his cheeks,
    He sees the slaughter of the southern braves confided
    to him by their parents.

    The same at last and at last when peace is declared,
    He stands in the room of the old tavern, the
    well-belov’d soldiers all pass through,
    The officers speechless and slow draw near in their
    turns,
    The chief encircles their necks with his arm and kisses
    them on the cheek,
    He kisses lightly the wet cheeks one after another, he
    shakes hands and bids good-by to the army.

    6

    Now what my mother told me one day as we sat at dinner
    together,
    Of when she was a nearly grown girl living home with
    her parents on the old homestead

    A red squaw came one breakfast-time to the old
    homestead,
    On her back she carried a bundle of rushes for
    rush-bottoming chairs,

    Her hair, straight, shiny, coarse, black, profuse,
    half-envelop’d her face,
    Her step was free and elastic, and her voice sounded
    exquisitely as she spoke.

    My mother look’d in delight and amazement at the
    stranger,
    She look’d at the freshness of her tall-borne face and
    full and pliant limbs,
    The more she look’d upon her she loved her,
    Never before had she seen such wonderful beauty and
    purity,
    She made her sit on a bench by the jamb of the
    fireplace, she cook’d food for her,
    She had no work to give her, but she gave her
    remembrance and fondness.

    The red squaw staid all the forenoon, and toward the
    middle of the afternoon she went away,
    O my mother was loth to have her go away,
    All the week she thought of her, she watch’d for her
    many a month,
    She remember’d her many a winter and many a summer,
    But the red squaw never came nor was heard of there
    again.

    7

    A show of the summer softness–a contact of something
    unseen–an amour of the light and air,
    I am jealous and overwhelm’d with friendliness,
    And will go gallivant with the light and air myself.

    O love and summer, you are in the dreams and in me,
    Autumn and winter are in the dreams, the farmer goes
    with his thrift,
    The droves and crops increase, the barns are
    well-fill’d.

    Elements merge in the night, ships make tacks in the
    dreams,
    The sailor sails, the exile returns home,
    The fugitive returns unharm’d, the immigrant is back
    beyond months and years,

    The poor Irishman lives in the simple house of his
    childhood with the well-known neighbors and faces,
    They warmly welcome him, he is barefoot again, he
    forgets he is well off,
    The Dutchman voyages home, and the Scotchman and
    Welshman voyage home, and the native of the
    Mediterranean voyages home,
    To every port of England, France, Spain, enter
    well-fill’d ships,
    The Swiss toots it toward his hills, the Prussian goes
    his way, the Hungarian his way, and the Pole his
    way,
    The Swede returns, and the Dane and Norwegian return.

    The homeward bound and the outward bound,
    The beautiful lost swimmer, the ennuye, the onanist,
    the female that loves unrequited, the money-maker,
    The actor and actress, those through with their parts
    and those waiting to commence,
    The affectionate boy, the husband and wife, the voter,
    the nominee that is chosen and the nominee that
    has fail’d,
    The great already known and the great any time after
    to-day,
    The stammerer, the sick, the perfect-form’d, the
    homely,
    The criminal that stood in the box, the judge that sat
    and sentenced him, the fluent lawyers, the jury,
    the audience,
    The laugher and weeper, the dancer, the midnight widow,
    the red squaw,
    The consumptive, the erysipalite, the idiot, he that is
    wrong’d,
    The antipodes, and every one between this and them in
    the dark,
    I swear they are averaged now–one is no better than
    the other,
    The night and sleep have liken’d them and restored
    them.

    I swear they are all beautiful,
    Every one that sleeps is beautiful, every thing in the
    dim light is beautiful,
    The wildest and bloodiest is over, and all is peace.

    Peace is always beautiful,
    The myth of heaven indicates peace and night.
    The myth of heaven indicates the soul,
    The soul is always beautiful, it appears more or it
    appears less, it comes or it lags behind,
    It comes from its embower’d garden and looks pleasantly
    on itself and encloses the world,
    Perfect and clean the genitals previously jetting, and
    perfect and clean the womb cohering,
    The head well-grown proportion’d and plumb, and the
    bowels and joints proportion’d and plumb.

    The soul is always beautiful,
    The universe is duly in order, every thing is in its
    place,
    What has arrived is in its place and what waits shall
    be in its place,
    The twisted skull waits, the watery or rotten blood
    waits,
    The child of the glutton or venerealee waits long, and
    the child of the drunkard waits long, and the
    drunkard himself waits long,
    The sleepers that lived and died wait, the far advanced
    are to go on in their turns, and the far behind
    are to come on in their turns,
    The diverse shall be no less diverse, but they shall
    flow and unite
    –they unite now.

    8

    The sleepers are very beautiful as they lie unclothed,
    They flow hand in hand over the whole earth from east
    to west as they lie unclothed,
    The Asiatic and African are hand in hand, the European
    and American are hand in hand,
    Learn’d and unlearn’d are hand in hand, and male and
    female are hand in hand,
    The bare arm of the girl crosses the bare breast of her
    lover, they press close without lust, his lips
    press her neck,
    The father holds his grown or ungrown son in his arms
    with measureless love, and the son holds the
    father in his arms with measureless love,
    The white hair of the mother shines on the white
    wrist of the daughter,

    The breath of the boy goes with the breath of the man,
    friend is inarm’d by friend,
    The scholar kisses the teacher and the teacher kisses
    the scholar, the wrong’d is made right,
    The call of the slave is one with the master’s call,
    and the master salutes the slave,
    The felon steps forth from the prison, the insane
    becomes sane,
    the suffering of sick persons is reliev’d,
    The sweatings and fevers stop, the throat that was
    unsound is sound, the lungs of the consumptive are
    resumed, the poor distress’d head is free,
    The joints of the rheumatic move as smoothly as ever,
    and smoother than ever,
    Stiflings and passages open, the paralyzed become
    supple,
    The swell’d and convuls’d and congested awake to
    themselves in condition,
    They pass the invigoration of the night and the
    chemistry of the night, and awake.

    I too pass from the night,
    I stay a while away O night, but I return to you again
    and love you.

    Why should I be afraid to trust myself to you?
    I am not afraid, I have been well brought forward by
    you,
    I love the rich running day, but I do not desert her in
    whom I lay so long,
    I know not how I came of you and I know not where I go
    with you, but I know I came well and shall go
    well.

    I will stop only a time with the night, and rise
    betimes,
    I will duly pass the day O my mother, and duly return
    to you.

  2. John Larson McCune

    Insightful Sarah. Love it. (Makes me want to “Go West”.)

  3. Sarah I loved this post! Did you know Whitman is Nonnie’s favorite poet? Regarding ministers as reformers there is a great documentary airing on PBS this week called “the Abolitionists”. These people, many of whom were clergy, were doing something very radical in the early 1800’s. worth watching!

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